again....

yu xi cries again this morning when we reach school but its not cos of school. she cries cos yu ze don't want to hold her hand. she extends her hand for gor gor's to hold, gor gor refused. at the moment, gor gor is her security but her security is rejecting her. hahaha…… 

 

how she is going to handle it when gor gor is going back to his class and she is going to stay alone in her class.

darling feel so sad for mei mei cos gor gor don't want hold her hand.

5th day in school

when i told yu xi that we are going to school, she went to pull papa and say she wants to go sleep sleep. went to bed to pretend to sleep, so i change her on the bed. when we are all ready to leave, i call out, let's go. she appears and say go. when we reach school, she wants papa to carry thinking she can escape. i carry her over to measure temp, check hand and she walk back to class whinning cos yu ze refuse to hold her hand. starts crying when the classroom door but still say bye bye to me and walks towards her teacher.

4th day of school

yu xi cries super badly today. hold on to darling tightly and refuse to let go. i have to 'snatch' her over and hand over to her teacher. darling is so heart break to see her girl cry like that.

reality sets in

reality sets in today. yu xi realise she has to go school daily. she crys when i drop her off and say don't want school. she holds my hand and walked towards the class together. she started crying again once the classroom door open. 

too bad, my girl. you have to go school no matter what. you can’t get away from this. :P

2nd day of school

yu xi 2nd day in school. she didn't resist when we reach, i told her to kiss me goodbye and she did. also told her to take school bus with gor gor later and mommy wait for her at home.

turn and told yu ze to bring mei mei take school bus with him and mommy wait for them at home. yu ze super teh bao and started crying, he always resist school during school holiday or when i send him to school. i told him to stop and i don’t like to see him cry.

hopefully, yu xi can settle down well. she is going to be there for the whole day. 

 

as promised i waited for them at the bus stop, i asked the school bus auntie if she cried. thank god, she didn’t if not the whole bus will be filled with her loud cries.

school starts today....

yu xi went into class with yu ze today. we sent yu ze to school before I go to work. she saw gor gor went in and she follow suit. I told her to come out and we are leaving, she still stay inside and didn’t come out. we pretend to walk off and waited outside for 10 minutes and still no sign of her. 

 

a teacher walked out of the class and we asked her how? she suggest to leave her there and monitor. I told her ok, I will go back and pack her stuff and come back. we went back and packed her stuff. the teacher called when we were on our way back to school. she said yu xi is crying for us. we expect to hear loud crys from yu xi when we arrived at school. however, its pretty peaceful and quiet. 

 

the same teacher happen to walk out of the class again. she walked towards us and I ask her how is yu xi. she said yu xi is fine. cry on and off, stop when there is music and cry when she suddenly remember. we left her things with the teacher and told her, will come back to fetch her later. we decides to let her stay for half a day, since yu ze is with her she should be fine. 

 

darling fetch her at around 11am. teacher told us to pack some snacks for her in future. this girl went round ‘stealing’ others snack. hahahah…. so paiseh. anyway, she is officially in school since she chose today to be the day.