today, we have to bring yu ze to kk to do his urine reflux scan. the doc needs to put a colour dye in him through his little penis to his bladder and then fill up his bladder through a tube. after which, they will try to make him pee so that they can scan and see the flow of his urine. the colour dye is to stain the urine so that the flow of it can be seen through the scan. he needs to do this cos he had UTI when he was 2 months old. this is a follow up of it. he did his kidney scan in dec and everything is ok so next step is this reflux scan.
we are not allowed in the room while they do the insertion of dye in him. i'm only allowed to go in to be with him after the insertion and he was tie to the scan machine. i said tie cos he was securely wrapped up to the machine which send yu ze screaming on top of his voice. he is screaming more than he is crying. seeing him like that make me cry too. he is so poor thing. i can only stand there and hold on to his little hand. even that doesn't really help to make him feel better cos he simply couldn't move. yu ze hates to be restricted so to him this is a real torture.
once the scan is over and he was release from the machine. i quickly carry and hug him. the moment he is in my hand, he stopped crying after a few seconds. my poor baby, so heart pain to see him cry like that. i came out of the room with yu ze in my arms and tears in my eyes. this scene give darling a shock, he keep asking me what happen. is baby ok? i hug yu ze tightly and try to control my tears. after a while, i manage to calm down and tell darling yu ze is ok.
the report of this scan will only be out on 17 march but a quick look at it, the doc in there say he should be fine. nothing to worry about. hopefully by then, we can stop his antibiotic which he had been taken for 5 months.
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