this vain pot mummy make an appointment to do rebonding today, preparing for the baby shower on sunday. i also had my first hair wash and bath after 3 weeks + into confinement. other then rebonding, i also wanted to do manicure and pedicure too but no time for that after 5 hours of rebonding.
the manual pump i brought along failed me, can't pump at all. maybe i didn't set it up correctly. i came back home with engorgement and first thing i do is set up my electric pump and start pumping. i manage to get 160ml from that pump but still have to throw them away.
being a vain pot, i have to throw away 1 day supply of breast milk (8 pumps = 640ml). so heart pain when i pour them down the sink. i guess there must be some sacrifice for beauty (haha.... buay paiseh). also don't want to risk giving yu ze those breast milk in case any of the chemical do get in (so paranoid).
when i carry yu ze, i ask if he still remembers me since i'm not the smelly mummy anymore. he just stare at me blankly. hehe....
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