i happen to 'met' up with my ex-classmates from psb in the motherhood forum. she is also expecting her first child now. she had a miscarriage last year on her 7th weeks. same thing, she could see baby's heartbeat on the 6th weeks, but when she went for check on the 8th weeks. baby is gone. gynae suspect that baby's heartbeat stop around 7th weeks.
i was indeed a bit shock to hear that cos we can also see baby's heartbeat on the 6th weeks. however, on the 7th week we could hardly locate the heartbeat though its growing. so now, the bad thought of whether baby is still around will always pop up in my mind. i know its bad for me to think this way and baby can feel it but i can't help it.
i'm really sorry, baby. i really can't help it. maybe its when we wanted to have you so much that we are really afraid to lose you. so you must be brave ok? and me have been good too, feeding you well with lots of food and drinks and also taking the medicine gynae gives. we want to see you next wed when we visit the gynae.
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