we went for our check again. this time is to have a confirmation and its confirmed that my pregnancy had failed. baby's heartbeat should had stopped between week 6 - 7. i will going to do a d/c tomorrow at thomson medical.
in a way its also a relief, is better to know the outcome then to keep worrying and think about it. as much preparation i had, i still cried the moment i stepped out of the clinic. i'm such a cry baby. i had manage to hold back my tears in the clinic and was able to talk to the nurses but my tears will just roll down the moment i'm out of it.
i know its equally hard for my darling. so instead of heading home straight, i requested to go shopping. i wanted to get something for him to cheer him up. i took an hours leave from him and went shopping for his gift. but i only manage to get a card, can't find anything suitable for him. i guess its the thought that counts, having a card is better than nothing.
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